Baby no 2 is on the way!!
Our second bundle of joy is a surprise to both of us because first of all, we do not really plan for baby no2 yet and secondly, we thought of working hard for baby no 2 in Jan 2013. That was our initial plan. But we are so thankful that this blessing came earlier than we expected and we believed, when God gives, He knows the best and He always gives according to His perfect timing.
How I responded when I found out I was pregnant?
My "friend" is always a punctual friend, or a very early friend and seldom a late friend. If my "friend" is late, he always late for 1 day. Not more than that... I waited for that 1 day to pass and decided to pee on the stick the next morning if my "friend" is still not here when I wake up. Strangely, I even had a dream that I pee on the stick and the stick shows a positive sign. What a nice dream to have.....
I woke up that morning, as early as 5.30am. I grabbed the stick, unwrapped the packaging, opened the cap and then peed on the stick. Even though baby#2 is not in our mind yet, but somehow in me, I WISH I am pregnant. I wish it is a positive sign. I want a baby so badly, that kind of feeling. =/ I waited anxiously for the control line to appear and then I saw a negative line... and my heart pumped faster and faster.... and slowly, a vertical line started becoming more and more and more and more VISIBLE! Oh my!!! My heart stopped a beat... I was beyond thrilled! I remember the big smile on my face! Yes! That big smile even though we found this in a surprise, not in our planning, never crossed our mind at all....
I just experience the second greatest moment in my life (the first was when we conceived Ashlynn, knowing she's growing really well)....
Feel so blessed, thankful, happy, satisfied, contented!!
I was so tempted to wake Justin up right at the moment, but I decided to let him sleep a little longer.
When I think of the word "Ashlynn the BIG Sister", it just melts my heart. I'm totally blown away with those words. So sweet.........
I can say I'm pretty ready with baby #2 coming our way... I'm so ready and my next baby, I know what I should do, what I shouldn't do, how I'm going to prepare for his/her arrival.... I have so many things in my head but most importantly is I pray that our baby is developing well in the womb.
I can't wait to hold baby#2 in our arms........................... =D